scribbled.

i dont really know what does internal peace mean to me.
it is like my mind has not been very quiet so far.

too many things going on. actually only few compared to some excels.

dont split minds in to things, or else nothing would be accomplished by the split mind.

i think i lose concentration very very easily.
they say there is some drink that can help in focusing.. haha

i dont try drinks such as chicken essence. we are within controls by numerous rules, regulations, syllabus and people.
hopefully my mind doesnt any substance aid to strive forwards.


there are always something to ponder when i have spared time.
how can some people could save so much money and have such concise financial management.
why cant karma cycles run effectively on certain people.
desire and addiction are very astonishing.

why you and you and you and me so defensive?

i am doing fine, only part and parcel of me is feeling empty unreasonably.

if everything needs explanation, why cant i explain all the problems i am having and plight that i have to be encouter sometimes??