outcast

i wonder how can bad things come continuously!

and i have to keep telling myself, bad things will eventually be a past and i gonna move over right after it happened.

part of my training is to control anger, doesnt mean that my ability to control it has to be tested from time to time and get bullied like a fool.

the apologies made myself feel like i am not so useful.

i am scared i was really looked like a big fat dumbass.

i used bad words not because i am running out of vocabulary, but i am really feeling terrible.

waive the bad luck away away away.

must be feeling good. no matter how depressive it is.

I feel good.



i cant foresee how things come and go, i am always so unprepared and unsecured.


July has to be a new beginning for everything.