destination

hello world,
Looking back the last post i shared, roughly about 18 months ago,
have passed 2016 and 2017 in between.

so many events took place in this period to the extend I don't know what to jot down right now.

life has been quite regular, its about work, go home, rest and work again,
some major incidents in the interval which i cant share it happily here.

changes have been inevitable, for instance;
the person that i got to know for a long time, started to doubting what he/she used to do and is becoming someone i am not so familiar (sometimes)
the person that i dont expect myself to be close with, nowadays we enjoy some off work talks on the way back to get our wheels
the chronology which i thought that should be able to be as what planned before i started to work, didnt turn out to be in its way.
im bearing some physical burden which i didnt predict to come this early

time slips even if we are not aware of it, and it becomes meaningless if you dont extract the lessons time is trying to get.

what i want to tell you or to myself at the this moment,
i am trying to hard to retain some faith in my self and future,
i am not ready for anymore abrupt changes
i am still hoping plans work, although im not the ultimate planner of my life

so many by-passers along this journey, some stay many leave, and there are always some people that i wish i can be better companion for them in their journey too,
unfortunately, most of the time i couldnt.


going to turn one year older tomorrow.

see you soon!