YOU FOUND ME AGAIN

because i saw 2 persistent bloggers put their selca-s in respective post. so i decided to put something up as well. =D

so...we are going to end this festive with fireworks that bothers my bibi's sleeping. 
and the past holiday has been a not so desirable for me. 

i know i shouldnt complain much, well am not complaining also...just want to share what the the extraordinary unfortunate events of mine.
i was writing case report for a patient in the hospital, after completing this and that i was ABOUT to complete the whole. i have been having some doubts on the patient's presentation of the particular disease, partly attributed by my bad skill of taking history i guess. 
i decided to get help from my senior, and ended up........
DALA! the whole report burned up! yea into a trash. 
he said the patient's history is not enough. the presentation is not typical......lalaaaaa
the final advice is "you better do another one" 

waaaaaa......i had to come up with another back-up plan
with limited resource in hand and far from the source of information (hospitals) 
i started another one........
and i have to trace back the patient's record in the hospital after this, 
with fear that all those honourable and respectable sisters wouldnot offer their help to get me the records. 


basically i finished my holiday with no output of report. While everyone has completed his/hers.


i know i have to pull the socks up to the head. 
wishing determination will last long enough. 

when we move on, what do those left behind mean to yea, 
reflections or reminders. 

a big unit split into small units, 
and small units wont contribute to big unit stability when it is going to collapse. 
COLLAPSE. 


2 friends are depressed. 

why does resting become such a crime, 
i still pondering, 
btY

do you know i like orange colour years ago.