THEIR FUTURE

after spm..here another problem arrives...future...everyone is thinking about the future..or everyone had thought of their future before this....my future??is still an unknown...

i looked through many people's future...there is a feeling of admire from me...they have bright futures in my eyes...however...not many of normal people can do something that suits their interest or even their ambitions....people that aimed to be swimmers may now are pilots...those with ambitions to become teachers might are students' parents....those who wanted to be firefighters may are bomb researchers....

our lives are unpredictable, uncontrollable, unclear, untouchable......we dont know what happens next...but still persist to act like we are having everything in control.....somehow...in planning my future...regrets arise...im questioning myself...why was i not active in co-curriculum..why cant i get best results...why cant i get scholarships easily....why cant i firm with anything i want..too much hesitation...to many uncertainties..too many blind spots.....too many choices...too many branches..

the period is trying for us...i know..many have experienced this...this is an inevitable routine...but just let me grumble on this...because i would only experience once in my misty life.....someone even wanted to flee from reality...someone feels "fan" everyday...someone........i dont know....there are different feelings....mine is nothing...just waiting...anything comes...hopefully will suit me and will never put me in dilemma... bye.