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as we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. - John Fitzgerald Kennedy

we have been so right until we notice the glaringly mistake of ours. 

in many occasions i used to think i am behaving in my very controlled condition, i keep myself look calm physically, try to think more before acting. and i used to think i had been improved much. 

i realize genuine change of oneself is not about how changes take place physically but its the way of thinking. because peoples' action dont really represent thoughts anymore. 

anyway, i feel better than ever right, just because i found the mistakes to be corrected and i am learning learning and learning. 

book review, 

Da Vincci Code is an old book by Dan Brown, i only finished it very recently. due to busy schedule i have, i took around half year to finish it. 

as exciting as other books by him although i ignored many symbols and vocab that i could grasp of. lol. 

i like the third person description he adopted in his novels, *probably i should put as author review*, its more interesting for me to know whats everyone thinking. 

the controversial ceremonies and his bravery of touching myths of Christianity was another feature that attracted me.  it is very eye-opening to read different version of beliefs on origin, development and "dark side" of christianity, a world belief. i cant verify the accuracy of the information in his book, i guess there is no harm of understanding a subject from different views i guess, since im not a christian as well. 

to pick a favourite quote from this book, 

"have a little faith will make a difference captain Fache, just a little will do" 

the quote appeared in the plot of the novel that surprised me alot, that was when a character that i thought had been antagonist character turned out to be a good police. 

oh yesh, the beginning of this post is quote from the book im reading now 

"thanks dad", one of the chicken soup for the soul series. 

i think love is your eyes would be glistened with tears when seeing the eyes teary. 

btY