seconds and minutes then years.

at this moment i have forgotten the content that i wanted to talk about when i drafted the title few days back.

anyway, greater responsibility comes with advancing age. im moving into final year of my study, people moving into final year every year, im neither a special nor an unique, i havent been hoping i can be as ordinary as ever in this last year of study.

i pray i can finish my studies smoothly and leave medical school on time as what others have been doing. i pray i can get a working place without delay at my place of choice.
of course, i can only do what im capable of and leave the things out of my control to where my faith belongs.

it had been a good birthday with simple celebration and severe diarrhea after celebration.
i was given a path at the same time, which im still wondering should walk through it or not. i have been adapting my current life so much to the extent im not afford to add anything new in.
leaving me thinking, pondering, puzzling at the entrance.


i finished one boon in this holiday, "how to save your own life" by michael bill. as forgetful as i can be, i may not remember most of the content after a period of time. so i will do some reviews here to keep it fresh in my mind.

well, it is all about how can we perceive life by not taking chances for grants, appreciate loved ones, face the challenges and hardship in a light manner and most imperatively (i assume, as he put that in last and longest chapter in the book) share your life stories with others. everyone's life is a story by itself, no matter it is in which extreme of our lives which are like vast sea with uncertain pattern of waves. it can inspire others, for sure.

life will be more enjoyable as we grow, with better experiences and attempts to evolve as a better oneself.


keep the track moving, with less obstacles.

oh yea, i wil start off my final year with Senior Paediatrics Posting. bunches of kids, lets learn from each other.


i finally recalled i wanted to say at the beginning of naming this post.
i have 2 friends of mine in matric passed away.
one committed suicide, another one passed away because of illness.
we werent close friends, but seeing people once i knew passed away abruptly isnt easy.

we didnt really bid proper goodbyes to each other during the last time we met, because we always think we have plenty of time and chance to meet and to talk again.

while it is too late to big proper goodbyes, i can only deliver them through my prayers.

btY