realistic

i dont screech and complain the problems.
i dont shout and scold to manifest my anger.

i have no platform for it,
the only place comes to mind where it is hidden from people is here.

you see,
things can be really difficult,
you deal with humans, humans and humans.
attitude, reality and cruelty, oh! most importantly individual benefits.

i do expect outcomes,
but when outcomes are out of anticipations, everything is messed up.

how would you feel,
if i......
bring you climb up to halfway of the hill;
and dump you alone there to move up further.

or..
i should rephrase this, what would you do, if you were under such circumstance.

i would try to climb abit up up myself, get a rest or get new helper.
the latter sounds less feasible.

it is okay to work alone, with existing mates with virtual functions.

and i almost forget the purpose of sharing nowadays.
almost.

i try very hard to retain the slightest sensibility and sanity,
just like what the character said
" i am trying hard to retain the little conscience i possess, not abide by the norm"

the legends told the truth,
clinical posting unveils faces.
how about my own?


i am judgmental and biased.
stop.
dont show you contempt before you know clearly that you have never been judgmental

we are taught not to surrender to fate.
shouldnt ever have discovered "fate" if you never plan to recognise its existence.


things are confusing, i am here to grumbling to myself.



scarce.

btY.