while skimming people's blogs, the feeling of being inferior again invades my soul,
their command of the language, their verse, they vocabulary, their anything is much more better and decent than everything here..
you have no right to be envious, i told myself.
do i have the right to admire anyway? i asked myself
why no people notices this before, too much of admirin
g will end up with envy~
they have everything that we aim for, they get everything that we dont even dare to have a glimpse on it. they can smile and talk aloud. they have no hatred from others. at least, their fonts are not malfunctioning like mine *i have tried to un-italics my fonts"
i am suppressing everything down.
i apologize for everything you are not happy with, not because i am wrong, i am just avoiding every trouble that may arise.
they possess everything that we have to live without.
we work hard though, so what?
you think you are superior? think thrice
btY
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