forgiveness, endurance, tolerance

i miss living together with my malay roommates in matriculation, cant deny the fact that im those who sometimes like to make differences between races to become prominent. however, lived with them was a great time for me compared to current living with those who are alike.

it is apparently too late to introduce my former roommates here, they were amar and taufiq. both of them have very distinct personalities. the former 1 is more outgoing, act in a more "western" way *can see this through the rojak language he uses in talking* , the latter one is a smart one in studies, more shy and less talkative. the similarity of theirs is they know how to tolerate. well, my memory on them is fading, i bet i could write more about them if i have posted this earlier.

at least, i can discuss whatever i want when i hang on phones, i can gossip them with those i dont like without the worries that they will spread to my friends. i can do whatsoever i want in room regarding studies, personal life or informal stuffs without being questioned by them.to be a bit patriotic, this can build up rapport among malaysians.

in comparison to existing condition, life has been more alarming, i need to be cautious in talking even in my OWN room. my life is constantly observed by those outsiders, they are concerned with what are you doing from time to time. they might suddenly come in and ask you what have you been studying for the coming test.

i am not saying i hate this kind of life, it is just a matter of preference.

人生充满了选择， 我们又选对了几次?

grumbled, btY