I WANT CALMNESS

well....im enjoying a sweet holiday again....whaoooooooo....==...holiday is the time where everything is slow down and my pace becoming slower, slower and slower....finally stopped.

took glances through friends blogs...they recalled and expressed changes took place last year...2009...errrmmm...i had the urge to do the same thing initially but now , this moment ( typing this post) i dont feel like wanna sharing it....the feelings and experiences have passed, UTTERLY flied away. they can be a pushing force to my future, but wont be something pulling me from striding forward.

i need transformation, but no deviation; i require energy but not pressure; i will stride forward as fast as possible, but not to the wrong direction.

i am in holiday, but my mind isnt in holiday...too much to plan, too much to arrange, too much to calculate... this is not a emo-post... im voicing out my situation.

i hide, so what?

hidden, btY