first novel published
this gonna be a long long post..so i think it would be appropriate to name it as my novel...xD let me stress 1st, the length of this post is long fr me...it might not long compared to others'...dont compare! chapters will be created in this post....hahax...sounds professional....this marvelous "novel" begins with........

I WAS SICK

in this disasterous H1N1 infection period...i was sick for twice...yess...1+1=2...with all the symptoms like flu...fever, joint pain, sore throat and runny nose...i was scared..of course...come on...everyone is paranoid to get infected....it has caused about 32 deaths in our nation...the 1st time i was sick i had fever and sore throat only...the sickness plagued me before my holiday ended..i got medical cert for 5 days ... but i changed back to 1 day...to not left behind in my studies... to get null spectulation and suspicion from certain people i decided to create a white lie....THIS IS MY CONFESSION...i asked my classmate's help to spread that i was having food poisoining....finally i told some of them who are close with me..since they wont betray me and send me to quarantine..xD.....==....so...the sickness went away..
this week...3 days ago...sickness showed no mercy to me and invaded me again..first i had cough 1st..followed by that...fever...after that sore throat...all the symptoms arose suddenly and simultaneously....that freaked me out...really...i was on the edge the get a fatal disease...since im away from home..have to take care of myself lo..( i deserve to receive applause from myself..papapapapap....xD) i bought myself food and did all the household chores....lol.....when i was sick..some mates offer me aid and wanted to buy food for me...indeed..the concern and care did make the condition warmer..however when im in trouble...i dont like to cause inconveniences to others especially those im close with..this may be a weird habit..but..this is me...errrr...you see...when you are close with people...you will not want to cause them go here and there without having any benefit to themselves...but for you...so i didnt ask for help and refused some help...plus...at family part...at fist i tought i would be quarantined..hence i have to inform my dad to fetch me back in case i need to be quarantined...under this kind of circumstance...a tip for those who want to be independent..try to use calm and stable tone when you are talking to your parents...so that you wont scare them and put them in worry....hahaha...nomatter how tired and bad you feel...split out an energetic voice....lol....now i have recovered thanks god...

the studies
everything gets very hectic and fast as anticipated...my homework become more and more...my pace become slower and slower...i fear i would be...hmmm....i need efficient time management!! can someone teach me that?? i want a brain with wisdom and smartness...haha...but as people say...appreciate what we have...so i appreciate what my brain having also.....

P/S I LOVE YOU
this is not the book written by....dont know the name...==......nevermind...my life is made up of homework studies and MUSIC....talking in addition....recently like the fray...as i mentioned in last last post....the rhytym of their song are quite the same...just...like when you love a person you wont feel bored although seeing the same face everytday..good decription huh??
who can buy me album of the fray？？buy me on my birthday next year...xD....
recommended songs: how to save a life, never say never,fall away, trust me, look after you, heartless, she is....im downloading more now....hahax

prayers
pray to god on what you wish..god hears you..no matter what religion you are....

days are not easy to live on, time is too tough to strive through, he moves on with all the strength he has, without looking up to a peak fulled with mist.

btY