MARCH 12

tonight, a sms was received and stated that spm 2008 results will come out on 12th of march....
i dont think this is a rumour again as if we analyse the situation using rational thinking...

let me depict on this...NS participants will end their service on11th march while second batch participants will enter camps on 18th...so the results should come out on 12th so that all spm 2008 candidates can do scholarships application, registration to institutions for further studies....

so...thats when my misery comes towards me...it is the moment that i dont want to face....a day i wish will come without any signs....an experience which i hope i wont have to undergo it...

i know..this is an inevitable thing...i cant avoid...i cant escape...i cant hide from it....

im trying to be ready...im trying to be calm...im trying to comfort myself by saying that "this may not as bad as you think"...."this maybe better"........but i failed to convince myself... a strong and indescribable feeling within myself keeps telling me that something bad is coming.....wait i can do is waiting and waiting.....sometimes i cant withstand this helplessness.....

i regret...i wish i could have done better in my spm....i hope my conditions were better.....

ok........stop.....i can do nothing now since doraemon doesnt exist...lets count down together......the day that i dont want it to arrive.......... bye.