I SHOULD BE EXHILARATED

i as the author of this blog......officially announce that 'I SHOULD BE EXHILARATED' will be closed and ended on 15/12/2008.....



i would like to take this chance to reveal the reasons why this blog is named as above...this phrase always appears in my mind when i meet with sadness and depression ,however i guess nobody can simply delete the negative memory and being EXHILARATED...since i cant accomplish this phrase in my difficult real life .....hence ....i brought it to my words in this blog....

thats why i kept repeating this phrase in all my posts .....i really hope i can be EXHILARATED although some circumstances in my real life never permit me to be EXHILARATED...honestly.. i am facing a lot of obstacles and difficulties physically as well as mentally....


btY is a person that is easily distracted or influenced by anything he faces and encounters.....

no-matter its a good thing or opposite....his mind cannot concentrate effectively and efficiently.... he can be adversely depressed by quarreling ,separation ,cool-war ,failure ,betraying , conflicts , gossips and ..........



btY can be easily EXHILARATED by success ,knowing of new friends ,movies ,others' happiness .....



so ....what i am trying to express is.....this blog has reaaly distracted my attention on other things which are more crucial for me .....i neglected a lot of things ...i kept thinking what to be written everyday.....numerous ideas appeared and flooded my mind ....i cant think of other parts of my life in reality .....in a simpler sentence ....i am attracted and may be addicted ....thus.... as a human being who is having a matured and rational thinking .....i have made a cruel decision-i want to delete this blog before i am afflicted with further addiction.......before i am trapped by the web .... unlike others ....i may lose full control on myself when im addicted towards something.......

i have gained benefits from writing this blog ...it enables me to practise and use english frequently although i am not in school....i am better in expressing my feeling by using words ......
and so forth...

nevertheless...i will post my trip in k.l as the ending of this blog..........enjoy reading ....see u .....

btY.