A minute or two

in middle of preparing for one of the wars in my life journey,
I don't forget to look back what brought me to where I am today. Especially after meeting those once strived through the past journey side by side with me.

It's indescribable to see how people change but yet trying to retain the old self in front of old friends
things change and don't remin, we tried hard to gather everyone concerned to meet up this time however as usual we failed. Those who once met everyday anytime became those hardly seen now.

Probably one of the days in future I would start thinking how much I miss and overlook in my current life and surrounding. It's a norm for us to be appreciative of things we miss out, isn't it?

I adore words, because words look the same with no prejudice, words are non-judgmental and powerful, they serve as justice sword if in hands of Knights.
But many people especially those in my land, just don't see the right path and truth.

I wonder what's dream for you, there is attainable target for me well I would consider that as a dream that I'm pursuing.
I notice that my horizon of thinking is very limited, or my limited words don't get to express myself fully in limited time.



Scrolled through my old fb statuses and notice one of my favourite quotes that I Missed Out to put here
"At the end only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you live and how gracefully you let go things not meant for you --- Buddha"
How many of us could do these 3 things whole heartedly anyway.



See you again,
btY

for the first time

happy chinese new year! this is the 10th of lunar new year.

may the year of goat bring us good health, wealth and peace.

looking at the presence circumstance, we needa to brace ourselves for the coming challenging time.
especially for the economy.
many things happen not within our control, we cant change anything no matter we voice it out aggressively, or remain silent passively. at the end can only adapt according to the condition, what to blame is the choice of our very own people.

back to myself life,

this would be my very last sem in university if im able to pass my exam smoothy, half a decade has just passed like that.
i am anxious but dont know what to do, exam is always full of uncertainty and surprises.
left with 2 months as a student, i cant wait for the free time to do things i like to do after end of student's life and advancement into another stage of life.
well, i should write my feeling about my life as an uni student after i pass my exam smoothly. haha!



work hard to achieve where you want to be, but leave the unplanned aspects to the god.

2015! flying time..

happy new year to all!

Wishing all have a great year ahead.

i thank all for being with me for the past years. this would be my last year for being a student hopefully.
few months to go before completion of my degree.
this year would be a year of starting working, venture into true world of medicine. where will i be placed? how will be my working life? how will everything be?
all these would be answered as time goes on this year.
full of uncertainties, made me thought of the years before entering matriculation and university, things were very variable too..

and chinese new year is coming up too!

this year gonna be a fruitful year.


btY 

merry christmas 2014

hi, how are you.

it had been challenges and tests from time to time to improve my endurance and capability.
but i realized i have been quite slow in picking up my mistakes and carelessness.
self-reflection and evaluation always come late but better than never.


i have no new year resolution.
because everyday im hoping im becoming a better me, for us, for them, for all.
learning how to accept reality and make a good new starting point is always not easy for me.....


changing of mindset and deep-rooted personality can be very difficult. oh time time and will power.

i dont know how to make a good poem.


?poetic. btY 

return

as we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. - John Fitzgerald Kennedy

we have been so right until we notice the glaringly mistake of ours. 

in many occasions i used to think i am behaving in my very controlled condition, i keep myself look calm physically, try to think more before acting. and i used to think i had been improved much. 

i realize genuine change of oneself is not about how changes take place physically but its the way of thinking. because peoples' action dont really represent thoughts anymore. 

anyway, i feel better than ever right, just because i found the mistakes to be corrected and i am learning learning and learning. 

book review, 

Da Vincci Code is an old book by Dan Brown, i only finished it very recently. due to busy schedule i have, i took around half year to finish it. 

as exciting as other books by him although i ignored many symbols and vocab that i could grasp of. lol. 

i like the third person description he adopted in his novels, *probably i should put as author review*, its more interesting for me to know whats everyone thinking. 

the controversial ceremonies and his bravery of touching myths of Christianity was another feature that attracted me.  it is very eye-opening to read different version of beliefs on origin, development and "dark side" of christianity, a world belief. i cant verify the accuracy of the information in his book, i guess there is no harm of understanding a subject from different views i guess, since im not a christian as well. 

to pick a favourite quote from this book, 

"have a little faith will make a difference captain Fache, just a little will do" 

the quote appeared in the plot of the novel that surprised me alot, that was when a character that i thought had been antagonist character turned out to be a good police. 

oh yesh, the beginning of this post is quote from the book im reading now 

"thanks dad", one of the chicken soup for the soul series. 

i think love is your eyes would be glistened with tears when seeing the eyes teary. 

btY 

reflash

phew... hectic life!

i found that my medical school life difficulty is mounting with time!
i become quite breathless since entering the final year of my study, tight schedule, more revision to do, more responsibility to push myself to learn more, and people tend to have more stuffs in mind as time passes by.

i getting more and more appreciative toward everything around recently. i would remind myself of the good things around whenever there are undesirable situations set in. life, people, learning seems lots of fun.

i started looking back at old pictures of travelling whenever im bored of formal stuffs. and i always think travelling back to the same spots with same people at different time in the future is a superb idea! so much old memories to be reminisced apart from creating brand new memories. of course i am glad to have same bunch of people travelled to different places before this.
*and i feel regretful for not keeping copies of matriculation photos, tracing old photos from Facebook kills your mood when they are found*

things seem going on in the way they should be, and i pray they will be so until i graduate and further.


lots of loves for all,

btY

Yew and I

there is always so much to tell in a short time, no matter its here or in reality.

i wanna tell the last week was sucks to max..

i wanna tell im trying to give my best in everything i am doing,

im trying the behave at best than ever,

i am living life to the fullest,

because have been reading that we should live as if no tomorrow.


well, sometimes tomorrow is a new hope but yesterday tomorrow was just another day. and the cycles keeps going.

btY